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by Ed Brubaker and Sean Phillips
collects Kill or Be Killed #1-4
This is my first Brubaker/Phillips story and while the story concept is very compelling, there are a few things that held me back from fully enjoying it.
Basically grad student Dylan tries to take his own life, and the Devil comes to visit. As repayment for the life he tried to take, Dylan has to kill someone every month who deserves to die – or he does. The origin story is told in reverse order so we start with a bang (pun intended) and then work out how Dylan got there.
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It’s an interesting and gritty concept: typical person is forced into vigilantism but also must decide which strangers deserves to die, or lose their own life – that is interesting, compelling psychological stuff. Unfortunately Dylan oh so conveniently remembers a guy from his past who did something so heinous, and the guy oh so conveniently lives near him, and Dylan gets a weapon – you get it. The second month Dylan has to make a kill presents more issues (otherwise it’d be a boring book) but he also proves to be quite the idiot.
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This is where the story kind of lost it for me. Dylan’s personality is comparable to a wet sock. He constantly makes himself the victim and all he does is complain. His extensive stream of consciousness is an opportunity to potentially go into mental illness (a la Moon Knight), loneliness or any other number of things but it’s not there. Dylan is a grad student but his life seems rather aimless and empty, what he’s studying is still a mystery and doesn’t support his character – a professor reminds him about an essay on Cervantes, so is it Spanish or literature? Neither really make sense with his personality. A protagonist doesn’t have to be likable but Dylan could be far less annoying.
Also, his best friend and roommate’s girlfriend Kira (who he happens to be sleeping with) is just terrible. She basically has one melancholy line in the whole thing that isn’t related to her sleeping with both her roommate and best friend. It doesn’t help much that Dylan thinks that he must have Kira in order to live, like she’s an object and having her only thing that validates him as a person. Kira is probably aware and it’s why she’s stringing him along; her upbringing and how sex played into it (below) could justify her actions but it certainly doesn’t make her a sympathetic or engaging character.
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Phillips’ art is a good match, which makes sense because the two have collaborated on a lot of stories together. He’s great at tense violent scenes, and I really like how he drew the devil. But I don’t like his art much personally, especially how he draws faces, at times the expressions seemed weird and in a few panels Dylan looked 10 years younger or older. Dylan looks like white cis “everyman” to the point of forgettable hilarity and Kira is every redhead comic book love interest ever. Breitweiser’s colors are moody with the occasional burst of red – Dylan’s mask, Kira’s hair, and of course blood.
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Iiiit’s time for your favorite segment, ANGRY FEMINIST RANT!
So around issue 3 the book became ridiculously gratuitous. Boobs everywhere. Now look I’m not a prude (I love Sex Criminals), and nudity and sex is absolutely okay when it adds to the story. And the book has a strong sex theme. Dylan’s dad drew porn, which Dylan and his friends ogled at as kids; Kira’s mom didn’t hide her active sex life from her daughter growing up (yet it’s still only female bodies we see). Dylan’s first target sexually abused children, and his next target is associated with a strip club.
But Dylan doesn’t connect the two in his mind that way, and book doesn’t seem to have a cohesive commentary about sex, not yet anyway, at this point it’s just an excuse to draw lots of naked women. The fact that Kira becomes one of those women – and Phillips decides she also likes to go commando – doesn’t help matters. By the final page it felt like Brubaker and Phillips are shouting in the face of all readers who aren’t attracted to women, “THIS COMIC IS NOT FOR YOU.”
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There are more volumes of Kill or Be Killed – four in all, I believe – but I have plenty of other things on my list that I want to read more.